| “Rock Night”
By: Candidate Kristin Menzl and C/1Lt Stephanie Grunze
Why am I here?
What have I got myself into? I must be crazy.
I’m sitting
in a car with a blindfold on and my head down by my legs. The car ride
is very long. My neck cramps up and fear takes over my mind. I have been
kidnapped! Logic says I know these cadets who have me captured, I know
they will not hurt me, it’s just training. Yet, knowing the captors
worries me more…I know what they are capable of doing. I think about
my family, my apartment, and even my job. I hope these thoughts will distract
me from reality. Nothing works. Instead, I’m in a car and have no
idea where we are going. I wonder which way the car is moving. I feel
us get on the expressway, but I have no of the direction. I was hoping
it was north. I know north of Milwaukee. I do not know south. Anything
unknown is not good right now.
Finally, we stop.
“Get out of
the car!” one of the captors yells.
I try to exit the
car with out falling.
“Hurry up,
and move! I want you all lined up. Let’s go!” the captors
shout at us.
I make it out of
the car and grasp for someone in front of me. At first, I feel no one,
but then I hear a voice of a fellow candidate. My hand grasps his shoulder.
“March!”
the captor shrieks.
I wonder who is
leading us right now, but I let that thought subside as I concentrate
on not falling. This simple task completely occupies my mind; I cannot
think of anything else. At this point, I allow myself to wonder where
we are. The ground we stepped on has been crunching. I smell the surroundings
and realize there is a familiar smell in the air-water. We are either
close to the lake or it has just recently rained. I take another whiff
of the aroma. The way the ground crunches and the overwhelming smell of
water makes me realize we have to be by the lake.
“Get down
now, or you will be shot!” they holler.
I fall to the ground
my mind racing. What did they just say? I’ll be shot! This can’t
be good. Maybe it really is more than a training exercise. Silence.
“Get up and
form a circle.”
We begin to move.
“NOW!”
the captor screams at us.
We grab hands and
form what we think is a circle.
“Does anyone
have any idea where we are?” one of the captors asks.
“We are by
a lake.” I say hesitantly, still not positive I’m right.
“How do you
know?”
“I can smell
the water.”
“You can take
off your blindfolds now.”
I take mine off,
and give my eyes a second to focus on the surroundings. Looking around,
I see that the lake is indeed behind me. Other than seeing the lake, I
have no idea where we are.
After glancing around,
I notice that there are more people in camouflage, and a hut is set up.
It is here that I learn about M-16’s, MOPP gear, and STT. Once the
education portion finishes, we take our M-16 rubber duckies and are given
a new mission.
It turns out we
weren’t the only POWs. There were eight more that had been captured
by the enemy. Our mission was to penetrate through the enemies forces
and save them. We are given a short amount of time to create and execute
a plan. We split into two even groups. One group will head up through
the forest and another will head through the tall grass in front of us.
The CTOs will join us and work as “guides.”
An eerie silence
makes me feel as if I’m the only one out here, even though I can
see my team in front of me. My eyes glance around the surroundings to
see if I see any movement. Nothing. Without warning, two people jump out
in front of us. One yells “Muhammad Jihad” as he blows himself
up, the other shoots us until we are all dead. We did not fire one shot
at either of them. It turns out that to make our M-16’s work, we
have to say, “Bang.” With that new knowledge, we are given
a second chance. We continue to move through the forest trying hard not
to stumble or get caught on any of the branches that hang low. The only
sound is the loud crunching of our feet. My eyes continue to scan the
area. Suddenly, I freeze. My heart quickens as I watch a spot where I
saw movement. I call over my team and point them in the direction. We
wait to see what happens. Nothing. I try to shrug off the sense of someone
being there. It’s just my mind playing tricks. The tension of the
mission is getting to me. Finally, we make it out of the woods and meet
up with the other group. We decide to stay out of the woods and just low
crawl through the tall grass.
The brush is harsh
against my skin, but I must keep going. I do not have time to feel pain
or walk away. I have POWs to save.
At last, we make
it into the enemy’s territory. Time is vital to us now. One group
proceeds; we watch the surroundings. A few enemies come at us, and we
shoot them down. Our confidence rises. We are almost at the POW encampment,
which is lit by glow sticks. We send a scout up to check it out. He’s
about to clear us, when out of nowhere, he is shot in the leg. He was
just a few feet from the enemy; no one saw her. We shoot her quickly and
go to assist the wounded men. With that done, we see the POWs.
To my surprise,
the POWs are rocks. The rocks signify the POW we each researched. It is
a way to for us to remember the POW’s and the sacrifice they made.
In order to remember, we will be carrying the rocks around to all Air
Force functions. They are not to directly touch the ground, or they will
“die.” Rocks in hand, we head home.
The way back was quicker and we encountered fewer enemies. Finally to
safety, our mission has been successful. I was covered in dirt, grass
stains, and minor bumps and scratches. In the end, I looked like a mess,
but the experience was well worth it. To be a POW is a major sacrifice,
but forgetting those who suffer is a terrible crime. The tiny bit of fear
I encountered at the beginning was nothing compared to what a POW deals
with everyday of his/her life.
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